Sarah Ferguson is worried about her future as the Royal Family sends her in exile.
The former Duchess of York and the ex-wife of scandalous Andrew, is going back in the past to recall moments that went wrong.
A source told the Daily Mail: "Sarah is going around blaming herself. She keeps repeating 'what if I hadn't done this, or hadn't done that'. The phone has stopped ringing overnight.
They added: “Even those who were willing to defend her less than a month ago don't want to have anything to do with her now. It's a disaster. Professionally and personally. Even she can't see a way of bouncing back."
This comes as Tina Brown admits Fergie’s loyalty to Andrew has evaporated with the perks.
She said: "Andrew's banishment to an as-yet unnamed property in windswept Norfolk on the Sandringham estate seems to have evaporated Fergie's much-vaunted loyalty to her ex-husband, now that her freebie digs in a wing of Royal Lodge, 25 minutes from London, will soon have the locks changed."